What I dreamed in dreams

Among thousands of dreams
I cannot find
the only one
exact and genuine;
the one
I sing I dance
I laugh I cry,
I usually dreamed
in my dreams.

Among thousands of illusions
to ‘making my self’,
I cannot find, of course,
a real ‘me’
a true ‘me’
a ‘me’ as it is.


Real or not though,
dream and reality
very close.

And remember,
we are together
right now or tomorrow
but far,
far away,
a thousand miles.



01/05




A farewell to Susan Sontag

Is it too late to say a farewell
though I never met you?

Or too soon
to reveal your deep traces
in my faded memories?

Is it really a farewell
though in my mind
you’re still alive?
in my writings
you’re always existent
in every word,
every sentence?

Or a needed farewell
as it must be
when I have no more opportunities
to see you
to meet you
even though in reveries?


Oh Susan Sontag,
a farewell I must say!



01/05’





Natalie Reid

if the walls can talk
the books can sing
if all the paintings
can evoke
no one needs to read my poem
but if all the poems
in this library
or in all libraries
cannot hold the wonderful beauty
of your own character
please
let it stands _ my poem
in a very quiet corner
of current life.



08/2004
                                                                                      
 p.lan